hell yeah back at writing nonsensical stuff, at the time im writing this im at my job like always but at least i dont want to kill myself since today (technically tomorrow) arcane act 2 will release and i sweart to god that im above any type of normal excitement, i literally can't function as a normal person, theres this site that shows the exact time left til this specific act of arcane releases and i just keep refreshing it even if obviously the time wont go quicker but idk im mental like that and its so stupid lmao, so yeah i cant even focus on doing any work so i will try to dissociate til my end of shift, then my plan is to sleep at like 7:30pm in my timezone, so i can wake up at 1:40am, 20 mins before the release in my timezone, its the same process i did a week ago in the release of the first act, honestly idk if i was as excited with the release of the first act or with this second act but at the end of the day im going mad
well i dont usually speak about my interest besides my original characters but i gotta say that its been a while since i've been as excited with the release of something, also ive said excited so many times that it makes me feel like im horny because in spanish it similar to a word that means that, anyways, i think the last time was when shera released, i legit did the same thing of waking in the early morning to see it as soon as it releases and its honestly so fun because its just me.
ok so changing the topic, ive drawing some more of my characters but idk sometimes i look at the stuff i make and feel great about it like yesterday but today aint like that so i just stare at my drawings hoping they morph into something i like, but i guess thats how it is.
i also did another drawing of the same character a few days ago but idk i still dont convince myself to like this design... so iguess ill try something different later.
I think this last one is better but i cant put my finger on what,, idk i like the idea of a ugly or horrific monster having tits and i kinda want to keep that, but well.
i also did another drawing of the same character but with her human-like form like some kind of illustration, i even added some pixelated effect for the head of the monster vers but idk i guess its just one of the many cases of me not drawing the idea i had in my mind or maybe doing the idea i had in my mind but not liking the result.
well i guess thats all, tomorrow after seeing the next arcane episodes i will talk about my thoughts of it, i think i will go crazy about it but idk im happy and thats what matters.